And again, I force you to board the bumpy ride with me.

I am so, so, so very sorry for your loss- again.

I just read your blog for the first time. I found you from the blogher article on miscarriage, from glow in the woods.

Our second son died when he was two weeks old- traumatic pregnancy, preemie birth. I had a miscarriage 4 months later. I was devastated because I lost my hope along with the loss of that pregnancy. One loss was a fluke, I told myself. Two, was not. It was like I had to grieve Gavin’s death and then the hope of the possibility of having another child. Now, ten years later, we have been blessed with two more daughters, but at the time, I was mourning the loss of the family I hoped for.

I wish I could give you words of comfort, but I can’t. It hurts. It sucks. Know you are in my prayers. And I will light a candle to remember and honor your lost babes.

Peace to you-
Taunia

Taunias last blog post..In Memory of

I”m emailing you.

Zoeyjanes last blog post..On Kinky and Straight

Lotus… you know all our arms are wrapped around all of you right now… for as long as you need them.

Misss last blog post..I’m in love

Oh Lotus, I’m so sorry to read this entry. I wish I could offer words that would make a difference, but I don’t know that they exist. Instead, I will be praying for you and your family. <3

Sarahs last blog post..Finito!

Fuck.

I’m so sorry.

Lotus! Oh no! I’m in tears..I can’t say anything but shit man…we lover you!

Kristins last blog post..My Baby Is Finally Heading Off..

So sweetie , I’m so so sorry. There are no other words than that and to let you know that I will be praying for you and your family!!

Nikki Cs last blog post..Year of a Million ZZZZZZZ’s (part 4 of 4,part2)

I am so so so sorry.

Jamies last blog post..Ivy’s Quote of the Day

I’m SO so sorry, hun. Big hugs to you.

VDogs last blog post..Say CHEESE!!!
Twitter: VDog

I know there is no hope of words helping in a time like this, but I am so, so sorry. You’re in my thoughts.

Elizabeths last blog post..Picture day of the week

Crushed. Totally crushed for you.

Mr Ladys last blog post..I Found My Kindergarten Picture Too, But There’s No Way In Hell I’m Showing You That.

Oh no, Lotus. I’m so, so, so sorry. Sending big hugs & lots of prayers your way. We’re here for you.

(((big hugs)))

connies last blog post..Weekly Winners=Nov. 30th-Dec. 6th 2008

oh, dear.

i am so so sorry.

Oh God. I’m so so sorry.

I went through 5 miscarriages. And it is agony. There are no words, so I’ll just give you a huge cyber-hug and tell you that way across the world, I’m shedding tears for your pain.

(((((((((( hugs ))))))))))

I was so worried when I read your Twitter update because I just knew this was why. I am so, so very sorry for your loss. You will be in my prayers. I wish I could say something to help you.

Walking With Scissorss last blog post..Retaining My Amateur Status

I had hoped for so much for you, John and Braden. It’s been a shitty year for many.

I am so very sorry.

Suzannes last blog post..Paying it Forward: A Holiday Giveaway

oh lotus. i’m so sorry. i ache for you.

the planet of janets last blog post..Haiku Friday: the scent of a woman edition
Twitter: planetofjanet

I am so sorry. Praying for you and thinking of you.

bloggiefevers last blog post..Odds and ends, again

Again I have no words for you. Just virtual hugs and prayers.

Karas last blog post..All he wants for Christmas is….

I am so so sorry Lotus. It looked so good. I’m just wishing for you that this could be a dream.
Love you

Kristas last blog post..Book: Quills and Promises

Ohhhh god, fuck, I’m so sorry. There are no words but “I’m sorry.” There is this weird lopsided cyber-relationship in that I follow your life through your blog, and you don’t even know I exist, but know that there is one more person out there who wishes she could hug you.

I emailed you.

Holding you close and crying for you from across the world. xxx

Veronicas last blog post..Physio

My heart aches for your sorrow. I am so incredibly sorry to pop on here and see this. My heart goes out to you and your family. If there is anything I can do, please don’t hesitate to ask.
much love and hugs.

I know it’s hard to listen to any words now…. I’m crying now cause my heart is aching…
I know you don’t need anyone now…
I only can pray for you….
Kiss and hug!

kompostelas last blog post..Game to Develop Your Toddler’s Little Fingers Skills

Words could never express my heart felt sorrow for you. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers. Sending lots of hugs your way.

Feel free to hide under your sheets for a few days, we will all be here when you return.

Kristens last blog post..Mr. Giraffe

I am so sorry. I lost two little ones, and it just plain hurts. You’re in my prayers.

Email From The Embassys last blog post..Brrrrr…

Oh my stinkin heck. While I’ve sadly been in your same shoes – 3 times – nothing I can say will help make the pain go away. Cry away – that always helps.

Thinking of you during this crappy time.

jills last blog post..Okay… Let’s Compare

I wish there was something, anything, I could say other than how sorry I am. I wish the words didn’t seem so empty. And still, I want to say them. I’m so, so sorry. I’ll take my tears now and turn them into thoughts & prayers for you and your husband. (HUGS)

Rachaels last blog post..Wordless Wednesday: My Boy
Twitter: rachael1013

Oh. No f****ng way!!!!

I’m so sorry, Lotus. I will keep you and your family in my prayers. You guys must be strong. Please be strong.

Gabriels last blog post..WW#57 – Horses

Words just aren’t enough. I’m so so sorry sweetheart, hugging you from Scotland. All my love to you, john and braden xxx

Marylins last blog post..Winter Blahs

Oh No…….

I am so, so very sorry.

dysfunctional moms last blog post..The DysFUNctional Part of the Family

Lotus, I’m so sorry. I’ll be thinking of you today.

Mrs. CPAs last blog post..Well, I Wonder Who’s Going to Apply for That Position

I’m so sorry.
You have my heart and prayers.

Oh, Lotus. I’m so sorry.

Rebeccas last blog post..Odd things…
Twitter: ramblingreba

Lotus, there are no words that anyone can say, just know how much you are thought of and cared for.
I’m so very sorry.

I’m so sorry to hear about your loss. God does things for reasons we will never understand. The only thing we can do is be thankful for the things that we have and pray for the faith to continue our lives. My prayers are with you and your family.

Oh Lotus, I am so very sorry. I wish I could say something wise and and prophetic that would ease your pain. Just know that my thoughts are with you.

*HUGS*

photomommys last blog post..This is Why I Looove Michigan
Twitter: photomommy

I am so sorry for your loss, Lotus. I can only imagine what you are going through. I am thinking about you and your family.

Bunnys last blog post..Overwhelmed

I’m so sorry for your loss.

Cathys last blog post..Christmas Project Number…oh I lost count…

Oh no.
Oh, Lotus, I’m so so sorry.

Lilacspecss last blog post..Not Much Happening Here

OMG Lotus. I am so sorry. I know nothing said will make it any better but you know that all of us are here for you.

My thoughts and prayers are with you and John.

My heart sank when I read this. I am so sorry…more than words can say. So. Sorry.

long time reader, rare commenter. I am so sorry for your loss… this news is just devastating. so so sorry.

I am so sorry for your loss.

shannons last blog post..Wordless Wednesday -Frankfurt Christmas Market

Lotus. You fucking hang on, do you hear me? Grab something with both hands and hang on. We are all here.

Lotus I’m sorry, but hang on. We’re here.

I’m so very sorry.

I’m so sorry for your loss. You and your lovely family are in my thoughts.

Amandas last blog post..Herbed Focaccia

Oh, NO!
NO NO NO!
It seems so meaningless to say that I’m sorry, but I am so very sorry you are going through this.
No offense, but to those “God has a plan” people…God’s plan totally SUCKS sometimes.
We’ve never met in person, yet here I am crying over here after reading this.
Hang in there.
((Hugs))

Ashlie- Mommycosms last blog post..Wordless Wednesday: We have a winner…

I’m so sorry. That really sucks.

Jen @ Mommay’s Mayhems last blog post..Wordless Wednesday 12.10.08

Sweetheart, I am so very very sorry. I saw your tweet and I knew. I’m devastated for you. You have so many people to see you through this pain. I hope there are as many “real” people to hold you.

doode!

so sorry…

I’m so sorry to hear what happened. So sorry.

oh my god…..there are no words….I can’t imagine…..my heart aches for you and John…..I’m just so very, very sorry Lotus.

AnnDs last blog post..A trip to Urgent Care.

I am now in love with each and every one of your commenters. Sincere feeling in each one – I will now go make out with all of them. One by one.

After you. Of course.

Thinking of you this morning as I know you had that painful moment of waking up and remembering that you are back in the shit.

Dawns last blog post..Things you need to leave the house with a toddler

Lotus, I am so very sorry. Dammit life really is a bitch.

koehmstedts last blog post..I couldn’t resist elfing us
Twitter: koehmstedt

Oh, Lotus. I am so sorry to hear that. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

I am so sorry…

Zs last blog post..…

I’m sorry, Lotus.

Avitables last blog post..I obsess

Oh Lotus honey.

I’m so so sorry. I have no words of comfort that will do anything for you.
Just my deepest sympathy, compassion and love.

So much love. My tears and my heart to you and your precious family.

Rachels last blog post..Easy Taco Soup

As someone who has lost 4, I sympathize. I truly am sorry for your loss.

A Cowboy’s Wifes last blog post..A Blogging Break for Re-Self Discovery

Oh Lotus, I’m so, so sorry.

You’re family is in my prayers.

idlemindofbeths last blog post..The 9 Layers Meme

omg, i am so sorry.

vhmprincesss last blog post..FINANCIAL CONFESSIONS!

So sorry for your loss.

Oh sweets. Words fail me. Hugs…

xoxo

`Arianne

To Think Is To Creates last blog post..Friend Disclaimer

I am so sorry

Like everyone else – there’s nothing I can say other than I am so sorry to hear the news. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

Oh dear, I am so very sorry.

Stephanie

Adventures In Babywearings last blog post..tinyspeak

I am so, so sorry.

Kats last blog post..Meet Your New Mom

Lotus-

I am sorry. Hang in there!

Josh

Joshs last blog post..America’s Got Talent…

I’m emailing you sweetie.

Amy @ Milk Breath & Margaritass last blog post..The Future Looks Like This?
Twitter: amy2boys

Dear sweet Lotus, you have my deepest condolences. I wish I could buy you a drink and hold your hand. I am sending prayers and hugs through the wires to you.

e-love from another stranger friend

I am so very sorry.

I’m so sorry for your loss. Hugs to you and our family.

Lauras last blog post..Games: Secret Agent Clank for PSP

*speechless*

I am SO very sorry for your loss.
My heart aches for you.

{{hugs}}

Spoiled Mommys last blog post..Morning debut of Mr. Elf!

I’m so sorry Lotus.

So very sorry.

ammie (used to be sleepingmommy)s last blog post..Still here

Man that friggen sucks…I wish there was more I could say or do..I have 3 teenagers if you want one of them your welcome to them..

(((((((BIG HUGS)))))))

Lotus I’m so sorry… Hang in there you know you are a strong woman and can make it through this again their are no words… I wish I could take away the pain I know your felling right now…. You’re family is in my prayers!

I’m so so sorry you are going through this Lotus.

Jamies last blog post..When Mommy’s Away, It’s Naked PB&J

{{hugs}} There’s nothing to say except I’m so, so sorry Lotus.

Rees last blog post..The Time I Almost…

(((HUGS))) I cried when I read your entry this morning. I am so, so sorry for your loss…
Twitter: perpstu

I read your blog everyday, but have never commented, couldn’t stay silent this time. Like all the others, I am so sorry and wish you all the best.

So very sorry.

Love you and your family.

Angie [A Whole Lot of Nothing]s last blog post..Wordless 11.10.8

So sorry Lotus.

I am beyond sorry. There are no words.

Janelles last blog post..What Then?

Oh, Lotus, I am so very sorry for your loss. You are in my prayers.

You are in my prayers. I am so sorry for your loss.

I’m so sorry.

merrymishapss last blog post..weekly winners

I was SO SORRY to read this. Cannot imagine the pain you are going through – my sincere prayers to you for strength to get through this difficult time!

I am so, so sorry.

I’m so sad for your loss. Hang in there and know that there are so many people thinking of you and wishing you well.

Oh my. My heart just fell when i read today’s post.

There aren’t enough lettters in the word to hold all the emotion, but it’s all i’ve got to send from the other side of the world.

Sorry.

No. ( Head in hands. )

Hydes Like Uss last blog post..20/20

It seems so weird to type something in this little box after what I just read. You have a lot of people praying for you. If you need me to bring you a casserole just say the word. I hope you have someone there with you to comfort you right now. Love on Braden and know that we are all aching for you.

Ashley @ mrs007.coms last blog post..Period’s aren’t just punctuation

Lotus, I am so, so sorry. What a clusterF you’ve all had to wade through in the last year.

You are not forcing us on this journey with you. We’re here totally of our own volition, because we WANT to be here, and you just dish out all the nasty and sad you want, because we will still be here. Because we care about you.

You know if there’s anything we could do to help, all you have to do is put it out there. I’m the 90+ commenter here today. And that ain’t a fluke.

The Other Dawns last blog post..I Will Always Be Weird Inside, I Will Always Be Lame…

My heart goes out to completely today…. I am SO very sorry… prayers for you…

Elaines last blog post..And the Chocolate Goes to…

I’m out here always reading and seldom commenting…but today, I just had to tell you how very sorry I am. SO sorry.

Christinas last blog post..The Cousins

Devastating. I pray that it doesn’t level you. You have build a strong strong foundation, hang on.

Kecias last blog post..Sounds of the season

OMG I am so sorry.

This is so sad to hear. All of my thoughts are with you and your family during this time.

A Jill of All Tradess last blog post..Stoked!

I am so sorry for your loss. My heart is with you all right now.

Issas last blog post..How to tell if there is a blizzard, by Issa and Logan:

I am so very sorry. My thoughts are with you and your family.

I am so sorry! I hope you can get lots of fresh air and sunshine this winter. That may sound silly right now but it is necessary to lift your spirit. I will pray for you too.

Junebugs last blog post..Wordless Wednesday-He Built It

I wish I knew what to say. I wish there were words to take away your pain. I am sooo very very sorry!

*hugs*

sam {temptingmama}s last blog post..Part One: The Boy

I’m so, so sorry.

Loris last blog post..A Giveaway! Chocolate!

Shit

I just don’t even know what to say.

Apart from its not fucking fair.

I’m so sorry.

Leannes last blog post..WFMW – When being cheap doesn’t work

Oh my God. I am so sorry. I don’t have words.

((((((((((((((((((Lotus))))))))))))))))))

I am so very sorry that this happened. You are in my prayers.

I’m so sorry for your pain and loss. *many prayers*

Jens last blog post..A Second Home

Oh Lotus, I am so very, very sorry.

Dawns last blog post..We Need A Little Christmas

Sigh. There are no words. My heart aches for you….

Oh honey I’m so sorry. I’m so, so sorry.
(love)

There really are no words.. I am so sorry ..

Kims last blog post..Smell McDreamy – Excuse me while I name drop

Lotus, I’m so so sorry. I wish there was some way to make this all go away. My heart breaks for you. Sending a big hug your way.

* TONYA *s last blog post..TWINS X 5

I cannot begin to know what you are feeling, but I can say that I am very sorry for your loss. My thoughts are with you and your family.

Lotus, there are no words to express how truly sorry I am for your loss. You are such an amazing woman and it is so unbelievably cruel that this has happened again.

My thoughts are with you and your family.

A Lil’ Irish Lasss last blog post..Just What I Didn’t Need

Oh sweetie.
I’m just so, so sorry.

Becks last blog post..My Favorite Christmas Songs, 2008 Edition

Hi Lotus. I’m so sorry to hear of your loss. At the same time you announced your pregnancy, I miscarried mine. I also miscarried at the 11.5 week mark. It would have been my first child. So reading this especially hit home for me. Take care of yourself. We’re all praying for you.

I’m so sorry to read about your loss. I found you from a retweet. I’m praying.

I don’t comment often, and I sincerely wish I had no reason to do so now. I am so very sorry for your loss.

Burgh Babys last blog post..Guess What!

I am so sad to be reading this news. I am in tears wishing there was something I could say to help you through this. I will be praying for you.

love,
Angie

Angies last blog post..

Oh, Lotus! I know that nothing I write can make you feel better. This sucks. Period. Just know that a lot of people are thinking of you, sending you hugs and wishing there was something we could do to make it not so.

T with Honeys last blog post..The 4th thing at Christmas that’s such a pain to me

Nothing to say that hasn’t already been said, not that it would help anyway. But I am here.

Jennifers last blog post..Wordless Wednesday

My heart fell when I read this earlier today. I have been thinking about you and your family all day. I am so sorry. You do not deserve this again. It is just not fair.

I was sharing your story with my husband just the other day. I know he’ll be just as crushed as I was to hear the sad news. I’m sending any visitors I have over to lend support.

jills last blog post..Who knew Brian Williams was funny?

Oh Lotus,

I’m so, so sorry. Utterly sad for all of you. Utterly.

Lotus, I am so sorry for your loss. This is so devastating, I am so sad for you and your family. Keeping you in my thoughts…

Elisas last blog post..Holy… it IS true, we never stop learning! (letter to myself)

Sending you lots of strength and light, Lotus. You’re all in my thoughts.

Katrinas last blog post..Another year

Lotus, I am so sorry to hear of this. As someone else said, I have no words that will make a difference but you are in my prayers.

Theresas last blog post..Bite Me

I’m so sorry for your loss.

If there is one thing I realized from reading your blog, it’s that you are definitely strong enough to overcome this.

I’ve been reading your blog for a few months, but I’ve never left a comment. I’m terribly sorry for you and your family right now. Please take care of each other.

Lillys last blog post..Food Poisoning

Oh eff. That’s all I’ve got.

I’m sorry beyond words. Take care of yourself. If there is anything I can do please don’t hesitate.

Michelles last blog post..Sugar Mania

not much more to say than I am so sorry!

tommies last blog post..Thematic Photographic-shadow

Long time reader, first time commenter. It has all been said over and over again. I hope you can feel the love eminating from all of us. You are amazing. Like Allie said in an earlier comment, “grab something with both hands and just hang on”. I recommend Braden. He will help get you through this. God bless all of you during this sad time.

i am truly sorry

feeners last blog post..Knit Too Book Review

I’m so sorry … there’s nothing I can say to make it better. I’ve also lost two and it hurts more than people know but I hold the one I do have tighter and make it through another day. Your family is in our prayers, please just take care of each other sweetie.

So very sorry, Lotus. I had 2 miscarriages before Curly Girl was born. My thoughts are with you and your family.

supermommys last blog post..This Is Why My Husband Has Grey Hair Already

Hit me. Punch me. Kick me. Let it out on me. I’ll HUG you when you’re all punched out.

lceels last blog post..Paying it Forward: A Holiday Giveaway
Twitter: lceel

Oh no. I am so sorry, Lotus. Obviously, you have a lot of positivity being sent your way. I hope it can make even a tiny dent in the wave of grief that you are probably dealing with.

Oh hun, I’m so so very sorry. That really sucks and I’m sending hugs and love your way.

Stassjas last blog post..Heehee

I’m so sorry. I can’t imagine how you must be feeling. My thoughts are with you.

Tatianas last blog post..SNOW

Oh My God.
I am not usually a prayer, but I will most absolutely pray for you from now on.
(((hugs from afar)))
hang in there sweetie.

Mz. Nesbits last blog post..Wordless Wednesday -the "He needs no further introduction" Edition

I’m so sorry to read this heartbreaking news. My prayers are with you and your family. Big Hug

FUCK.

Thank you for sharing this with me last night, at a time when I am sure you were not ready to talk. It comforts me to know that John is with you now. I know I really needed my rock when the seas were pulling me under. John is just about the best kind of rock I can imagine.

We’ve been through a lot, you and me. I wish those experiences were more of the positive, happy kind rather than sitting in life’s boat of crap. Remember that conversation we had about how all of this makes us more interesting people? Honestly, I’d like to dial down the interest, but I guess that’s not up to me. It doesn’t bring back what you’ve lost.

I’m here. Ready when you are.

imaginary binkys last blog post..Maybe I can tape it back on

I know there’s nothing I can say to make it better or take away the pain you are feeling now Lotus. I am so sorry for your loss.

I love you darling. {hugs}

Allison Worthington {@fussypants}s last blog post..Girls Night Out on Twitter Tonight with Me!

I know you’ve got a million “I’m Sorry’s” but there’s nothing else to say. I’m so sorry. I know that silence where the heartbeat should be. It sucks like nothing has ever sucked before.

Sissys last blog post..Man Nails and Oblivion

NO!!
I’m so so so very sorry Lotus (((HUGS))).
I know how you’re feeling… too well. Just know that we’re all thinking of you.
Twitter: jenty

I’m also totally crushed for you, Mr. Lady put it best. This blows.

Jenny from Mommin’ It Up!s last blog post..I’m Pretty Much the Gold Standard
Twitter: jennyitup

I’m so sorry. You poor thing, no one should have to go through this.

Erins last blog post..DSC04203

I am so so very sorry. I wish there was something more I could say or do. My thoughts are with you

Staceys last blog post..Well, that was painful

I’m so sorry… Praying for you here in Nashvegas.

Jessica Turners last blog post.."The Best" Day 3 -Making Memories Animal Crackers

No. Oh, no. I am so so sorry. Thinking of you.

No words. Hugs.

Trenches of Mommyhoods last blog post..The Trenches 12 Days of Christmas Giveaways! DAY 10

I am so so sorry! I know there’s nothing I can say to make it better or take away the pain you are feeling now Lotus. Hugs!

Trinas last blog post..For the Locals: Cheekwood for $1 in January!

Holy shit, I’m so sorry.

DeuceMoms last blog post..When did Wednesday get here?

I’m so, so sorry, Lotus.

BeThisWays last blog post..Captain Obvious Reports: Don’t Cough Into Your HAND, Silly!

Oh, no, no, no, NO!

Lotus, please know that I am holding you close to heart, in prayer.

Secret Agent Mamas last blog post..Wordless Wednesday: It’s a Summer Day

My heart goes to you and your family. May you be encased in many many virtual hugs.

Oh, hon. My heart just BROKE for you. I’m in tears here at work. For what they’re worth, ((hugs)).

Colleen – Mommy Always Winss last blog post..Only a mother could love a face like this.
Twitter: mommy_wins

This was the last thing I wanted to read. Dear God, Lotus, I am so incredibly sorry. So so sorry.

Oh, sweetpea, I’m so, so sorry. And I hate that those words feel so very inadequate, because what I’d really like to do is wrap real arms around you and hug you forever.

I’ll echo what others have said: I’m not being dragged anywhere, love. I will walk beside you through the shit, voluntarily. And though I hope that you have lots of in-the-flesh faces to comfort you and lift you up right now, know that anytime you just feel like letting it all out, being raw, and needing support, I’m here for you.

I miss my two angels, too.

annes last blog post..five foods/meals of which I will never tire

NO! I can’t believe it!

I am SO SORRY. I am so SAD.

Oh darling….hang tough. Really I am shocked. And a little PISSED OFF. Why does this happen? Not fair.

THIS SUCKs.

I would cry with you if we could.

So sorry Lotus.
Sandra

I’m so sorry Lotus.
So sad. Why do bad things happen to good people?
Hugs.

Jientjes last blog post..Pay it Forward

I am so so sorry… I wish there was more I could say or do. I will send calm peaceful thoughts and energy your way.

There is nothing I can say that will make anything better. Just know that my heart is broken for you and your family and that I shed tears for your loss. I will be thinking about you and your family. I am so, so very sorry.

Oh, honey… I’m so sorry for your loss. My thoughts are with you.

Judith Shakespeares last blog post..…Are You Just Going to Sit There and LET THEM EAT ME????????

Oh, gosh, I don’t know what to type. I don’t know what to say. You have, continue to be, there for me in the last month. What can I do? Don’t email me back if you don’t feel like it… I know the last thing I wanted to do was talk about it to a zillion different people. Please just know, I’m not just saying how sorry I am. I am really feeling your loss. I sincerely do. And, maybe, the best thing I can do for you is to just leave you alone. If that’s what you want. Sometimes we need to be alone to figure things out without a hundred voices telling us what to think. So, I am here if you want to talk, but I care enough that I will keep my distance too.

I know you understand what I mean.

Texan Mamas last blog post..Toot, Fart, Moo
Twitter: texmama

Dear god.

Lotus.

I am sobbing my eyes out and truly heartbroken…you would think that I would know what to say but I feel so wretched and horrible for you and yours.

It isn’t fair.

Loralees last blog post..“Caroling, caroling, now we HO, Christmas bells are ringing…”

I’m so very sorry, Lotus. I have no idea of the pain that you must be facing, but I wish there was something I could do to soothe it. All I can do is pray for you, and I promise I will.

Dorys last blog post..Ain’t no such thing as a homeless playah.

Oh my gosh Lotus, I’m so sorry. My heart is breaking for you guys. *Sending you big bear cyberhugs.*

Christines last blog post..RIP Jasper

Lotus ~

You are Simply Fearless for allowing us to be a part of this process with you. I admire you for your courage, strength, and sarcasm. Cry, scream, vent, kick, hug, smile, love…do and be it all whenever you want and need to.

Love ~
Cassandra

Cassandra {Simply Fearless}s last blog post..My heart is cracking open ~ your advice please

Oh Lotus… I’m so sorry for your loss.

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[...] Lotus, aka “Sarcastic Mom” lost her baby. [...]

I’m so sorry Lotus. Hang in there. We’re all thinking about you.

Lottifishs last blog post..Mind Games

I had to come back, partly to see if you had said anything, partly because I still can’t believe it.

I had one of the busiest days I can remember today, and I still couldn’t stop thinking about you guys…I guess that’s all I can say.

Gabriels last blog post..50/50

My heart breaks for you girl– same horrible thing happened to me in September. Our angel got to 9 weeks, but I didn’t find out until 13. Words didn’t help me so i’m not even going to try to say something meaningful, but know that my prayers are with you and your family and your sweet angel in heaven ;(

lady, i’m so so sorry. there are no words. every ounce of love i have i give to you. xoxo

sweetneys last blog post..Good Raymond

Long time lurker coming out of the mist.

I’m so very, very sorry. This has to be the worst thing to happen to any woman. My thoughts are with you.

anjas last blog post..Have yourself a Pagan sort of Christmas.

Big hugs to you, babe.

i’m so so so sorry. hugs and more hugs

alis last blog post..buddy the elf! what’s your favorite color?

Big Hugs. I am so sorry. Nothing else to say. We all love you….

Tracy Ds last blog post..Best Post

So, so sorry Lotus.

Hugs and prayers.

Angellas last blog post..Bodies In Motivation

I’m so sorry sweetheart.

I’m so very sorry.

xoxo

Chicky Chicky Babys last blog post..On the bright side, my dry cleaner is thinking of making me part of the family

omg, i am so sorry!

workout mommys last blog post..Confession time

I’m so sorry, Lotus. I have no concept of the pain you must be in, but I have lit a candle for you, your baby and your family a million miles away in London and I look forward to reading about happiness returning to your life soon.

you CAN do this.

love you, jenny

It’s been a while since I’ve commented but I read your last few posts…I am so sorry for your loss. I, too, lost a baby at 10 weeks and it was really difficult. Sometimes it helps to believe that it’s your body’s way of telling you this one wasn’t meant to be. I believed that after the subsequent birth of my son, because he would not be here otherwise. Be gentle on yourself and heal.

merlotmoms last blog post..It’s Here! The HP MAGIC GIVEAWAY is ON!

I don’t have any words, but I want to post so you know I’m crying for you and reaching out to you with my heart, Lotus.

I’m so very sorry! Many hugs!

I am so, so sorry for your loss.

Ginas last blog post..Photo Meme

Oh, no. NO. I am so extraordinarily sad and sorry that this has happened. I know my tears don’t help the pain of this, but please know that we’re all thinking of you.
Twitter: Pgoodness

Oh Lotus, I am so very sorry. Many hugs coming out to you. It sucks. That is all. ((((hugs)))))

Domestic Extraordinaires last blog post..I’m here

I’m so sorry to hear about your loss.

Carries last blog post..Banana bread…yummmmmmm

I am so sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my thoughts.

Marias last blog post..Roundup of Random

Lotus,
I am so sorry.
There are no words and yet there are… so many.
You will find your voice again, my friend but be kind and gentle with yourself.
Grief is a long long journey.
Thinking of you as you make those first wobbly steps.

I’m so sorry Lotus. Your post made me stop in my tracks. I know theres nothing else that can be said because so many people have said it already. xx

I read your blog quite often, but have never commented before. I am so very sorry for your loss. My heart just sank when I read your post. Life can be so unfair sometimes. Wishing you strength and peace.

You don’t know me. And I only know you through the joy you give me when I read your blog. There are no words to explain this. I am sorry. Which may or may not matter. I am thinking of you.

I’m so sorry for your loss. You are all in my thoughts.

Lotus,

I’m numb. I cannot fathom that this is happening once again to you. I am so glad to see that so many people have commented and given you their support. We all love you and again will ride this wild ride with you the best we can.
Damn it.
Damn it.
Damn it.

Love to you all.

Debs last blog post..Will you come visit me when they take me away?

My heart is breaking for you. I can’t express how sorry I am. Take care of yourself.

Stellas last blog post..Help! I’ve fallen and I can’t get up

wow. Just…. wow. I’m so sorry to hear this. I cannot believe this has happened to you again…

I had something similar happen in my miscarriage. I went in for an appointment at 11weeks 1 day and went back a month later only to find out that the bean had made it to 11 weeks 2 days. I had thought it safe to share the news after the last appointment and rudely had that hope taken away. So I do know a little of how that hurts… And I just wanted to say that I’m SO SO sorry. There isn’t anything to make it okay. Not a thing. It’s unfair, it’s awful and I hate that it has happened to you. Again.

BOO.
xoxo

moosh in indy.s last blog post..HP Weiner.
Twitter: mooshinindy

Oh honey. I am so, so sorry. I know there are just no words…

You are in my prayers.

Mandy/Mommy Crackeds last blog post..Good Reads

I’m so very sorry.

I am so, so sorry for your loss. I lost two pregnancies this year, also. The heartwrenching emotion is horrible. You’re in my thoughts.

Lotus:

There are no words. (and you wouldn’t want them from me anyway….. I suck at words at times like this). You are in my thoughts, dear friend. Honestly, if there is anything that I can do for you, please ask. I am much better at action.

Wrapping you in hugs….

No, No, No!

Just wanted to say how shocked and sorry I am for you. I can’t imagine how your heart must be breaking right now.

Just wanted to send hugs.

Kerrys last blog post..Sub for Santa

Loralee sent me this way. I just wanted to say I am so very sorry for your loss. I’m saying a prayer for you and your family right now.

I understand. I feel your pain and sorrow. I wish for peace and hope in your heart.
I understand!

4s last blog post..Do What You Have To Do

No. No. No. I don’t know what to say, words don’t suffice. I have been through this 3 times and it’s just heart wrenching to see people go through it because you know what they are feeling but you also know there is no solace in words.
(((HUGS))

I’m so sorry Lotus. Many, many, many hugs…

Annies last blog post..I’m done, I’m done, I’m done!

Dear sweet Lotus, A tear just rolled down my cheek. I wish I could hold you and rock you and — there are no words — Please know you are in my prayers I ask God (whom I know you are angry at right now,but don’t turn away from Him in your anger, seek Him) to help you through this; to give you some peace.

Patsy Bains last blog post..And So I Wait

Lotus! I am so so so so sorry to read this! My heart just sinks for you! Please hang in there! We are all here for you. <3 all the way from Texas ~Kristie

Kristies last blog post..Cutter walking!

motherFUCK

Backpacking Dads last blog post..Almost

coming out of hiding to say how sorry I am

flutters last blog post..We’re all crazy

*hugs*

Oh Lotus.

I’m so sorry. From the bottom of my heart.

I love you.

Redneck Mommys last blog post..The Journey…Part Three
Twitter: talesfromtyahoo.ca

Echoing Backpacking Dad, because I don’t know what else to say.

Heathers last blog post..He’s Watching Here

Heartbroken for you. No more words.

bejewells last blog post..Well Played, Big Bean… Well Played

Am so very very sorry.

Mom101s last blog post..In support of work-at-home moms, and other reasons to defeat the CPSIA act

My thoughts are with you guys.

Chags last blog post..Thanks

It seems meaningless, but add another very heartfelt I’m so so sorry to the pile.

My heart is broken for you and your family. So many of us have been where you are today. Please know all our arms are wrapped around you.

foradifferentkindofgirl (FADKOG)s last blog post..file under A for ‘awesome, these things are not’

I am so very sorry for your loss. Hugs. Karen xxxx

Karen@If I Could Escape . . .s last blog post..Wordless Wednesday . . .

Lotus, I am so sorry.

Oh my goodness. This is so horrible. I am over here crying. I am so sorry Lotus. I will be praying for you.

Jeans last blog post..Glamour Magazine’s Woman Of The Year 2008 – Ten Year Old Nujood Mohammed Ali

I’m so sorry for your loss.

Matthews last blog post..Wordless Wednesday: Dandy Flowers

I am so sorry. Life truly isn’t fair sometimes, and for you I wish it was fair. Hugs.

Christinas last blog post..How A Bendy Straw Nearly Made Me Cry

Oh no…..

I’m so so sorry… No words except for those…

Hecticmom Undones last blog post..Pomegranate

That sucks in such a big way. I’m just so sorry! {{{{{{{{{{{{{{lotus}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

janelles last blog post..I’m Baaaaaaaaaaaaack!

I read about this on Loralee’s blog.

I am sorry to hear of your loss. I lost a baby at eleven weeks too over a year ago. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers during this difficult time.

Julies last blog post..Pics from trip #15 to Bluefin Bay

So short, sweet, and to the point, it’s almost poetic. Was that your intention?

Thomass last blog post..TomSlatin.com & Bloggingkid.com

Words fail. I’m so sorry.

Lotus, I am so sorry. You will be in my prayers.

Cindys last blog post..Um…oops!

oh Lotus, I am so very sorry for your loss. Your in my thoughts and prayers sweety.

If you want to talk I am here for you,

Amandas last blog post..The Little Mermaid II: Return to the Sea Special Edition Giveaway

I’m so sorry

Lisa @ Crazy Adventures in Parentings last blog post..Holiday Money Saving Tricks
Twitter: crazyadventures

I am so sorry you are going through this again, Lotus!

Mrs. Fs last blog post..I Can Tell You Love Me

wow Lolo, I’m so sorry. It doesn’t mean much. But man, people sure give a crap about you. As of 1:15AM, 240 people left comments expressing sympathy! That’s love man. You are in me and Karleigh’s prayers. Maybe she can come visit you soon! xoxo

{{{{{{Hugs}}}}}}} No words from me could ever help ease your pain, so only hugs.

Chrissys last blog post..Secret Santa and Gift Exchanges at School

No words are enough. I am so sorry.

Secret Agent Mommys last blog post..and it needs to have a greenhouse attached to the kitchen

Fuck. Goddamfuckshithell.
Oh my God, Lotus, I’m so sorry.

Kats last blog post..The Godchild and Her Questions

I am so, so sorry.

Christies last blog post..Goodbye, Hello

I am so sorry. I’m trying to find the right words but I’ve got nothing.

My thoughts are with you and your family.

Oh Lotus, I’m so so sorry. Words fail me. I SO wish I had a magic wand that could make all this better. {{{HUGS}}}} and thoughts for all of you in this difficult time.

big hugs

sorry to hear

am thinking of you

Tazs last blog post..the change

Oh sugar. We both know there’s nothing I can say, but the hugs are there, as am I. Whatever you need.

Vics last blog post..You left me standing in the rain

Girl, I understand.

If you need someone to talk to, you know my addy.

Kelleys last blog post..Santa can bite my smooth white arse.

Sorry to hear of your loss dearest. We are trying to conceive our first little one. Not in the groove yet.

But I am praying for you, as I had a few friends losing their babies. Not nice, heartbreaking, but with that comes grace, peace & strength.

Hugs from South Africa

Maritza
xxxx

Maritzas last blog post..Simple Woman’s Daybook – Monday 8 December 2008

Oh Sweetheart I am so very very very sorry… xxxxxx a million hugs for you xxxxxxxx

My prayers are with you..

sarah walsworths last blog post..

Oh, darlin.
You are in my heart.

witchypoos last blog post..Remember Newhart?

I’ve been staring at this comment form for 5 minutes and I still don’t know what to say. I’m sorry for your loss and I hope your bright personality deals with it like you deal with everything and get back to full Lotus-ness so we can all enjoy your smiles again.

Andy Baileys last blog post..Another version and ch-ch-ch-Changes!

I was hoping this wasn’t what you were talking about and I’ve avoided your blog because I didn’t want negative fuzzball news. I was in denial.
I am SO sorry for your loss Lotus, truly truly sorry.

So very sorry. Sending you love.

Lotus – I’ve never posted a comment and have always just seflshly enjoyed reading all about you without giving anything of myself. However, I feel compelled today to fly to Nashville and wrap my arms around you and cry a bajillion tears with you. Please know that I will pray for you and your family’s loss and I know that nothing in the world can fill the void you have right now. Take comfort in knowing that hundreds of people who only know you from your blog are lifting you up and hoping for the speedy passage of the pain you’re experiencing. It’s trite to say and you probably will want to write back with lots of fancy expletives (that you are so good with **smile**) when I say this, but time does heal and unfortunately, that’s what it will take. I am so, so very sorry.

damn.

I’m sorry. So sorry.

Thinking of you.

Danielles last blog post..Little Girl Skipping

I am so sorry for your loss. I know that it is hard. Been through it myself and had to have an emergency hystorectomy last Dec. Never had children of my own…. It will get get easier and you will never forget. Much Love!

Angies last blog post..Christmas party 2008

Oh god, Lotus. I am so utterly and deeply sorry.

Heather, Queen of Shake Shakes last blog post..I don’t think vampires are sexy, but stinky feet turn me on

Oh honey. I wish I could give you a hug.

Jenns last blog post..I heart the Simpsons

Lotus. Every day i wake up, turn on my computer, and read about your previous day, the latest cute thing Braden has done and your view on the world. Like so many, i look forward to it. But , not this. I lost my own mom 2 weeks ago.I’m sure that it isn’t at all like the loss you’re having to deal with, but know that we all can relate to this somehow. Please be so fucking strong,not for us, not for John, or even your son. But for you. Be angry, as i know you are, and sad, and confused. But don’t forget to be happy aswell. That’s strength.

I’m just now catching up, and Lotus, that just really sucks, and my heart breaks for you. Please be gentle with you.

Maggie’s Minds last blog post..Busy Girl

I will join into the chorus of “I’m so sorry.” Sorry doesn’t seem enough, and yet it’s all I can offer besides prayer. You, Braden and John are very much in my thoughts and prayers right now. (((hugs)))

Donna (A Grown-up)s last blog post..Yes, there will be life after court reportng school

Oh sweetie, I just found out. I am so very, VERY sorry and sad to hear this terrible news. Just know you are in my thoughts.

My heart is crying for you. I don’t know what else to say.

Karens last blog post..A Breathing Treatment For The Truck

I never comment on a stranger’s blog and I rarely cry. I’m doing both now. You don’t feel like a stranger to me (just strange).

Jens last blog post..So Worm left a trail of popcorn chicken through Wal-Mart this morning

Oh god, i’m so sorry.

Hang on Lotus. You can do this, you can get through it. I promise.

Honeybells last blog post..Because I’m Sick, And Elves Are Cute

I’m sorry. So, so sorry.

Thinking of you, BC.

If this helps at all…I lost two pregnancies in between my children. The second one was at just over 10 weeks, after we’d seen a heartbeat.

I with there were more to say…just know you’re in my thoughts.

Christines last blog post..Who woulda thunk I’d do a "frugal" post?

I’m very sorry for your loss

Megryansmoms last blog post..Wordful Wednesday

I am so sorry

LVGurls last blog post..By any other name

I am so sorry. So very sorry.

Jennys last blog post..Cookbooks Galore

Your family is in our thoughts and prayers. There are no words, I know this.

FireMoms last blog post..Stop, Drop & Spread That Holiday Magic

I have never commented before, but i’m delurking to say – I can’t even imagine how much you are hurting right now. You are strong; I know you will get thru this. You are in my prayers.

It sucks. I know that it does.

I am sorry. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Stacys last blog post..I tired…

*hugs* I have no words…

Becky Ys last blog post..Happy Birthday!

I am so sorry to hear about your loss. You and your family are in my heart.

Last month I lost my baby at 11 weeks. It is a horrible experience to go through. I am sorry!

Lotus, I am sosososo sorry. I am crying with you. I wish there was something I could do. If there is, let me know. My heart is aching for you.

I am so incredibly sorry for you. Hugs.

OHmommys last blog post..Never in a million years…

So sorry you are going through this. :hug:

Words can not express the sorrow I have for you. So, so sorry for your loss.

Heartbroken for you. Know that you are in my prayers -
xoxo

I wish I had the words that would comfort you… even a little.

{{{hugs}}}

~Sheryls last blog post..A is for Angels

I am so sorry for your loss dear. It just sucks.

Marthas last blog post..First day at the Magic Kingdom

Oh Lotus.
I am SO sorry.
I’m crying for you.

Karens last blog post..Updates

I am so sorry for you loss.

nonlineargirls last blog post..What I am Thinking While They are Talking

Oh, honey. What a terrible blow.

I can’t possibly imagine what you’re going through, but am so very sorry for your loss.

Tranny Heads last blog post..Dear Tranny Head: A Question on the Tangelooooooo

I am so sorry for your loss.
hugs.
Barbara

I’m so sorry – I wish I could send you a hug and I’m not pretending it would even help. Love you, that’s about it.

Lisa Russells last blog post..At least he brought home a note

I’m so sorry Lotus. This sucks and I hurt for you right now. Just. Really. Sucks.

Malias last blog post..Wading in the shallows

I’m so sorry.

Vicky (Secret Mom Thoughts)s last blog post..Douching the Dog

I am so very very sorry for your loss.

Sarah, Goon Squad Sarahs last blog post..Randomness Part 122

Lotus, Beautiful Lotus, I love you. I am so sorry. Call me anytime if you want to talk. 694-4829. I’m always here. =(

I am sorry. There are no words that will help, so I won’t offer any more. Just know that I am sorry.

WeaselMommas last blog post..Speechless

I’m so sorry for your loss. There really are no words.

Loraines last blog post..Protesting the “Made In China” label

I’m so sorry for you loss. I know these words can feel empty, but please know they come from the heart.

Leas last blog post..My first, Photo Story Friday.

I am so very sorry. I wish there was something comforting that I can say but I know there really isn’t. Know that you are in my thoughts.

I am so sorry Lotus. My heartbreaks for all of you. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I am always here for you. Just say the word. Hang in there.

Momisodess last blog post..Dropping Out…For New Shoes

I am so so sorry for your loss. I came across your site again and found your recent post.

Katherine (SOLO dot MOM)s last blog post..Secret Christmas Wish

I’m sorry Lotus. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Btw, I’m visiting you through Suzanne (Suzannesez and Lou (Lceel).

I have never commented before, but today I feel the need to come out of hiding and tell you that I have thought of you sooooo many times in the last couple of days, and my heart is literally breaking for you.
I am so impossibly sorry for your loss, and these (rare) tears I shed are for you.

I am so sorry. I am 10 weeks along and I thought I was in the clear. I can’t believe it and I’m so desperately sorry!!!

Dolces last blog post..Rattling the vault

I was coming by to check in on you and I hate reading your post. The first thought was FUCK!!! I understand how it feels and it just sucks on every level! Hugs!

jecks last blog post..FFF – Ho Ho Ho!

Oh wow. I’m so sorry, Lotus.

I am so very sorry.

Tara R.s last blog post..I’ll never be Lady Godiva
Twitter: Tara_R

I cannot express how sorry I am for your loss, of everything this meant to you. I wish you knew how you are not on the downward slide alone. My heart aches for you and your family.

I am sorry to hear.

I’m so sorry for your loss.

Lauras last blog post..How much do we love Santa?

xoxoxo

I’m so, so sorry. I wish I could take your pain for you. xxx

Barbaras last blog post..346/366 – Stripey

Shit.

I am so, so very sorry Lotus. I can’t think of anything else to say.
I don’t think anything any of us have would really do justice at this point.
You’re in my heart tonight. And Fuzzball is too.

flickrlovrs last blog post..What sustains you in the empty moments?

ah honey, I’m just reading this now. I’m so very sorry. My heart aches for you.

Tara R.s last blog post..Christmas Concert

I am so very sorry Lotus,

heartbroken for you,

G
xxx

mysts last blog post..Part Two

Sending you love and hugs girlie. So sorry.

Kats last blog post..better late then never – giveaway day pente

I want to cry with you now. I’m so very sorry.

Allysons last blog post..If Only I Had a Magic Lamp

I’m so sorry to hear of this Lotus. Sending you both strength and peace at this very difficult time.

I am SO sorry. I know all too well how you feel.

NotAMeanGirls last blog post..TT #??? : Holiday Hooplah

My heart goes out to you . Immense sadness. I am so sorry you had to say goodbye to another angel baby. That you have to experience more heartbreak. That I cannot begin to imagine, and my heart hurts so much for you Lotus and your family.

Trishs last blog post..Marmite & Tea anyone

I just came across your blog, and don’t want to be presumptuous. but here’s a virtual (((hug)))

I’ve had 2 miscarriages…what a rough time you are going through. you have my condolences.

Trulas last blog post..Ok Now S-bop is Taller Than Me When I’m In Boots

Oh no .. that’s very sad. My thoughts are with you while you heal.

I’M SO SORRY. I LOST MY FIRST, A GIRL, 9 WEEKS INTO THE PREGNANCY, AFTER I HAD SEEN HER TINY HEART BEATING ONLY A COUPLE WEEKS BEFORE.

I’m so, so sorry.

Swistles last blog post..More Gift Ideas: On Swistle’s Wish List

Lotus, I’m so sorry to hear of your loss. It’s never easy, but the holidays just make it harder.

Holly Jahangiris last blog post..Zucchini Bread: A Tastier Way to Eat Your Veggies

Oh, I am soooo, sooo sorry. I was praying for you and fuzzball. I will keep you in my prayers during this Christmas season, which I’m sure is going to be so difficult for you! I wish you peace.

I went through that too, I know it hurts ! Only time can heal a bit.So sorry for you !

Gattinas last blog post..

I dreaded opening this item in my reader – I am so sorry for your loss. I pray that you will make it through this devastating time with the support and love of your friends and family.

I am thinking about you.

texasholly @ June Cleaver Nirvanas last blog post..This was a big week…

I’m so incredibly sorry for you and your family.

You’ll be in my thoughts today, I hope you are doing ok.

Susans last blog post..Kylie’s Kreations

I’m so very sorry. My heart goes out to you.

Oh, Lotus, I’m so sorry.

daysgobys last blog post..i consider myself a kind person

oh sweetie, I’m so sorry. I subscribe to your feed but I’m way behind in reading, so I’m just reading this now. Sending you big virtual hugs.

Oh, I am just so sorry. Praying!

Amys last blog post..Freebie Friday: December 12, 2008

Lotus, this is heartbreaking. I am so, so sorry.

Karen MEGs last blog post..Weekly Winners #49 – Oh, the gall

Found you through Momisodes and just wanted to send my heartfelt condolences. I hope you have someone you can talk to. If you ever need the ear of someone you don’t know, I have two that are ready for listening.

Aly @ Lip Zips last blog post..MISERY

Oh crap…Oh I am sooo sorry.

My heart is breaking for you….

crunchys last blog post..Christmas is Coming…

Oh, Lotus. I’m so sorry. My thoughts are with you and your family right now — especially those sweet little babies who should be in your arms right now.

Missives From Suburbias last blog post..Maternity Leave

I’m so so so sorry. My heart aches for you.

PiaGs last blog post..HEY YOU!!!!!

Oh, sweet lady. I AM SO SORRY.

Her Bad Mothers last blog post..Sunday Morning Music Show*: Clothing Optional Christmas Edition

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Oh, God. I’m so sorry. I should have read more before posting. I feel like such a jerk! Thinking of y’all.

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Oh, no. I am heartsick for you and your family and the loss you have suffered once again. I hope the world around you is gentle while you grieve and heal.

I am so sorry. I too lost a baby at 11 weeks. It was the hardest thing ever.

{hugs & tears for you}

FUCK

I’m not sure what else to say. *hugs*

GoaldeeBugs last blog post..Southern Hospitality – everything you heard is true.

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