…and then I whined some more. Yay!

Today, Braden is
Nineteen Months Old. This past month
has been quite crazy.

I am ashamed, but
Gastroenteritis kept
me from last update.

Then the joyous news
of a pregnancy and I
was so excited!

Not long after, there
was heartbreak and agony.
Update? No heart left.

A Message

And now I really
must write two. They will be up
Within this next week.

Last night I wanted
to break things into many
pieces, but instead

We ordered pizza.
And yes, being a fat pig
made me feel better.

:-)

The P-S-B-N
post will go up tomorrow.
Link in or I’ll cry!





44 comments


  • I am so sorry to hear about your troubles. :(

    I hope you find a good way to build your health. The site Women to Women has some good info. Maybe you already know about those folks?

    Take care.

    Joyce T.’s last blog post..Tree ‘ku

    May 16, 2008
  • river

    Mmmm pizza. Amazing how comforting fat food is.

    May 16, 2008
  • Pizza is always too tasty for our own good! I hope you’re not taking on too much at once hon, lots of love. I’ve been thinking of you often. xx

    Marylin’s last blog post..Ain’t I kute?

    May 16, 2008
  • checking in

    checking on (you)

    MizFit’s last blog post..Link Love and a Friday FREEBIE!

    May 16, 2008
  • Mmm… pizza! :)

    Rebecca’s last blog post..Bloggy therapy, anyone?
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    May 16, 2008
  • Hugs.

    Mmmm for pizza.

    Veronica’s last blog post..The Rules, According to Amy

    May 16, 2008
  • *hugs and hugs and hugs again*

    Angeline’s last blog post..Snippets

    May 16, 2008
  • Comfort food never fails. *hugs*

    May 16, 2008
  • Hang in there, Lotus~it’s GOT to get better.

    Connie’s last blog post..American Idol fans?!?

    May 16, 2008
  • Oh, & YAY for pizza~it takes away your troubles if only for a little while ;)

    Connie’s last blog post..American Idol fans?!?

    May 16, 2008
  • Pizza is great for so many reasons…

    I’ve been thinking about you, dear… ((HUGS))

    Secret Agent Mama’s last blog post..Project 365 (264 & 265/365)

    May 16, 2008
  • happy 19 months Braden..

    thinking of you Lotus.. :)

    Taz’s last blog post..29 Weeks Old.. (mothers day special)

    May 16, 2008
  • At least you ordered a pizza. I ate one of those $.99 Totino’s things.

    Memarie Lane’s last blog post..Tell me the truth now.

    May 16, 2008
  • Looking forward to your post tomorrow ..

    Madness’s last blog post..Haiku Friday

    May 16, 2008
  • I think pizza is a great way to mend a heartache. Also chocolate helps. Oh, and hugs!

    wright’s last blog post..Haiku Friday – 100 Things

    May 16, 2008
  • Ah, pizza! That was what I had for Mother’s Day! Talk about comfort food.

    I have to admit I’m a little jealous of what you wrote on your positive pregnancy test. Why didn’t I think of that? I just threw mine away. :( However, we did bury his remains under some beautiful forget-me-nots. I was lucky (???) he (?) was big enough that there was something to see. Lucky is SUCH the wrong word to use… but I think you know what I mean.

    ((hugs))

    Karen’s last blog post..Almost Over (… until NEXT year)

    May 16, 2008
  • I’m so glad you’re head didn’t explode :)

    Tara R’s last blog post..10 years ago

    May 16, 2008
  • Well … we certainly don’t want Lotus to cry … she might get her tee shirt wet with tears … the RACK might rust. Link in, everybody.

    Lou Lohman’s last blog post..The Barechested Woman
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    May 16, 2008
  • That second picture made me cry and I really can’t be crying right now…
    Have some ice cream with that pizza.
    HUGGLES!

    Amy @ Milk Breath & Margaritas’s last blog post..What’s Your SATC Score?
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    May 16, 2008
  • yay for pizza.

    hugs….

    the planet of janet’s last blog post..Haiku Friday: the touch you with my song edition
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    May 16, 2008
  • Yellow cupcakes smothered in white fluffy icing and sprinkles also helps:) Hope you feel better soon.

    xoxo tcb

    thatcoolbroad’s last blog post..Cool Tune: Bright Eyes “We are nowhere and it’s now”

    May 16, 2008
  • Nothing wrong with whining.

    We’re all entitled to whine occasionally.

    :-D

    Ami’s last blog post..Politics

    May 16, 2008
  • Pizza helps. It really does. That plus time.

    maggies mind’s last blog post..Hai-(eek)-ku Friday 5/16/08

    May 16, 2008
  • Being a fat pig eases most issues in some small way :D At least for me it does. No wonder I can’t lose this weight *lol*

    I look forward to the PSBN post!! I’ll prepare mine now!!

    Sadie’s last blog post..Hai-Tides of Change-Ku
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    May 16, 2008
  • Jozet at Halushki

    I’m so sorry to hear about your loss.

    And pizza?

    Can I suggest the chocolate and beer topped pizza? That one always does me good.

    May 16, 2008
  • Wish I had just read the beginning :( Enjoy Braden and enjoy the pizza

    Judi’s last blog post..Haiku Friday Third Edition

    May 16, 2008
  • Take Care…I’ve had three miscarriages, but I have four lovely children! It doesn’t make it less of a loss for the ones that are gone!

    Laura@Storytellin’ Mama’s last blog post..Life on the Spectrum

    May 16, 2008
  • Sorry you’ve had such a rough month, I’ve been thinking of you…

    ; D

    Shannymar’s last blog post..Random update

    May 16, 2008
  • Ok, i’ll post my PSBN tomorrow. And link in. Don’t cry. I mean, cry if you need to, but don’t cry about people not linking ‘cuz we’ll be there.

    May 16, 2008
  • ahhhh Pizza is good for the soul

    Insane Mama’s last blog post..MenaCaloco

    May 16, 2008
  • This allergy funk has actually been lasting much longer than just this week, so I see I have been missing some happenings over here. So sorry to see all of this, babe.

    All I can tell you is that I would like to sit down and eat a huge pizza with you. Or two. And some cake. And some chocolate donuts.

    Just being a huge fat fat fatty feels good sometimes.

    And then some therapist somewhere snorts.

    Oh, and um, is that comment tally over there accurate? For real? This is only my second comment? I suck.

    Where’s my damn donut?

    Velveteen Mind – Megan’s last blog post..Beware Drowsy Blogging

    May 16, 2008
  • I don’t think that’s whining. Especially when you’re doing it in poetry.

    My boy is 20 months old, so… pretty close to Braden.

    Holly’s last blog post..More water park fun: A review

    May 16, 2008
  • I’m so sorry for your loss.

    My haiku are up, too.

    Cindy’s last blog post..It’s after midnight here…Haiku Friday

    May 16, 2008
  • A good pizza you didn’t cook yourself can make things seem so much better!

    You’re in my prayers, Lotus.

    Jenni’s last blog post..Haiku Big Top

    May 16, 2008
  • It has been a roller coaster this month. Again, I am so sorry for your family’s loss.

    I’ll do my best to link in with PSBN post tomorrow :)

    Sandy (Momisodes)’s last blog post..Hai’ahh…

    May 16, 2008
  • Oh sweetie, what you wrote on that pregnancy test, that put a lump in my throat.

    Pizza, cupcakes, ice cream, whatever you need, you have. And lots of smoochy Braden lovins too!

    Elizabeth’s last blog post..How do you handle kids and chores?

    May 16, 2008
  • I’m so sorry.

    Pizza helps numb sometimes.

    Mrs. Schmitty’s last blog post..Things That Made Me Laugh Yesterday

    May 16, 2008
  • I am so sorry! I completely understand eating the pizza, I would eat more and more!

    Scylla’s last blog post..Haiku Friday

    May 16, 2008
  • Katie

    I love how you commemorated your baby’s brief life as part of your family on your pregnancy test. That is very special.

    May 16, 2008
  • Katie

    I love how you commemorated your baby’s brief life as part of your family on your pregnancy test. It really shows how much you valued and respected your little one’s life inside you.

    May 16, 2008
  • Please don’t cry. I hate it when you cry!

    Ree’s last blog post..…We got a thing…Going on….

    May 16, 2008
  • Hockeyman

    Commenting as the severe minority male here, I can’t possibly relate or truly understand, but I felt I had to represent. Seeing pics on flickr, you are hardly a fat pig. Never feel bad about eating a pizza to feel better. Only feel bad if you don’t wash it down with an ice cold beer or coke if you hate beer. Nothing tastes better with pizza and everyone deserves a good pizza now and then. Get some kinda meat on it and its a 4 food group meal!

    Hockeyman’s last blog post..I’m Back

    May 16, 2008
  • Drea

    awe.. im sorry.. this is so hard! ive been there.. you seem to be taking it well tho..

    Drea’s last blog post..”They were very good, really!”

    May 17, 2008
  • It’s been a hard month for you. I’m sorry you’ve been through so much. Hopefully next month will bring you all the karmic goodness you can tolerate.

    Christina’s last blog post..You Think I’m Strict?

    May 17, 2008

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