Introducing… FUZZBALL!
That’s right, you get to see the inside of my uterus. And MAN are you excited. I just know it. Because, really, how damn sexy is that? You’re looking into one of my reproductive organs. RAWR, BABY.
Just what the heck are you looking at? Well, it has to be one of the worst ultrasound pictures I’ve ever seen, but hey, let’s not worry too much about that. It was a “mini-ultrasound,” and frankly, after thinking I was just going to be hearing the heartbeat via fetal doppler, it was quite a treat for us to see Fuzzball live and in person. (Yes, that is now the baby’s official nickname and I think it’s quite obvious why.)
We saw the baby’s heart beating on Monday, friends and loved ones.
And if I even try to tell you how that made me feel… if I try to illustrate for you with words how over the moon I was… how relieved and happy and just so totally on the opposite side of the pain and anguish I was fearing I would experience in a quiet moment of seeing nothing, hearing nothing, and getting the news I was so afraid of… if I tried to explain to you how my heart was so full of thankfulness to be seeing that tiny little musclie organ woosh-wooshing away at 180bpm… if I took the time to stumble around for the right words to do that…
…well, I might just be crying.
And no one needs to see that. Boogers and snot and all that mess.
Fuzzball’s strong and healthy so far, friends. Amen. 
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Sarah
Fuzzball has digits! (I love that creepy little count down.)
Congratulations again!
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Veronica
I burst into tears and cried for ages after my ultrasound where I saw the heartbeat. It is one of the best things and the most stressful waiting for it. And I didn’t have any particular reason to worry.
Welcome Fuzzball! The Internets love you already.
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Walking With Scissors
That’s fantastic!! Fuzzball is a gorgeous, healthy little ball of fuzz.
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A Bad Mommy
yup – we cried at our first ultrasound.
bawled – snot and everything.
it was amazing – it made it sink in properly.
one year on…and i still cant believe it.
i think this is the most unique WW i’ve come across thus far – too cool!
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imaginary binky
Yay, Fuzzball! Fuzzball’s brain is big right now because of the big-brained parents.
I drink some herbal tea that you sent to me in honor of your wee offspring.
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Momma Mary
Isn’t that heartbeat the best? I’m 10 weeks. We saw the heartbeat a couple of weeks ago. I was worried for all sorts of reasons, but now I’m too sick to worry about any of that. Congrats! It will be fun to read knowing we’re due so close.
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Jientje
Yooohoo!!!
Congratulations!
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Zoeyjane
180 BPM? Holy shit, Lotus, it’s a freaking girl. I know these things. I’m a redhead with witchy eyes.
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Taz
congrats…
welcome little one..
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river
If you hadn’t pointed out the exact position of fuzzball I might not have found her. That certainly is a fuzzy picture. Lots of cushioning fluid to keep her safe?
Rebecca
Awwww….
Fuzzball is beautiful. As are you.
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Lisa
YAY Fuzball! Can’t wait to meet him/her in (going back up to see what the ticker says)….well hells bells. One says 214 days and the other 213 days.
Either way, can’t wait!
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wright
Hello Fuzzball! Congrats!
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Karleigh
Aww, the baby is at that I-look-like-a-fuzzy-alien phase.
sherendipity
awesome. Congratulations!
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AnnD
That’s so great you got to see the baby! I know you said you hadn’t been expecting that. Just awesome babe! I’m so happy everything is perfect!
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witchypoo
So happy for you! Do you want me to Photoshop a tiara on it?
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Patsy Bain
Hooray — Fuzzy is the cutest little bit of baby I’ve seen in some time.
Enjoy the feelings of relief and exuberance.
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Anna Ellis
awww!! I love Fuzzball! I’m so happy Lotus that he or she is healthy! =)
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Ashlie- Mommycosm
Awww….I love ultrasound pictures. It’s so reassuring to see and hear those little ones in there. Makes it all a bit more real.
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A Jill of All Trades
Awww….hello fuzzball. Welcome to hell!
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Stella
He/she is beautiful! I think it looks like you
BTW, I have a new website now – the Streetcar crashed! Please stop by.
Angie H
Aww! He/she is so cute
I remember that feeling of getting that first glimps. It’s the best!
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Kim Smith
Lotus and Family–I am so overjoyed for you all! What a WONDERFUL way to start my day with such good news as this.
Kimberly
Hellooooo Fuzzball! So nice to meet you.
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Colleen - Mommy Always Wins
I’m so happy to hear that!
And I can TOTALLY see the baby there. Ya just haveta squint a little.
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Kat
What a gorgeous fuzzball!
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Secret Agent Mama
You should have had them put Hi Mom, Dad, Big Bro, and Blog-o-sphere! LOL
HI FUZZBALL!!!
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Suzanne
Here, have some tissues. Cry all you want, but stop wiping your nose on your sleeve!
Congratulations!
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MamaWise
Hooray Fuzzball! I love how they did the Closed Captioning at the top and Fuzzball is already talking! “Hi Mom Dad & Big Bro!” You got one smart kid in there! Congrats!!!
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Angie [A Whole Lot of Nothing]
I wanna squish on that Fuzzball!
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connie
Aww, Fuzzball is SO cute! I’m happy for you all & am relieved as I know you are as well
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Stacey
Congrats! I actually rented a doppler with my first pregnancy which was both reassuring and stress inducing at the same time.
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Smoochiefrog
I agree with Zoeyjane. 180BPM is totally a girl! Braden will have a little sister!
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jerseygirl89
how wonderful! congrats!
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lceel
Amen, darlin’. A – men!!
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Shannon
So happy for you! Perhaps someday that little one will read your words and know just how much he or she was wanted.
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Tracey
YAHOO!!!!!!
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Honeybell
Oh Lotus, that baby looks just like you!
So happy for you.
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dcokequeen
Congrats on your ultrasound. I’m glad to hear everything is going well. I love that little countdown calendar! So funny!!
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Mandee
Sounds like a little girl fuzzball by that heartbeat!!
dysfunctional mom
I’m so glad all is well!
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Michelle
Congrats! Smooth sailing from here my friend (well except for the getting huge and uncomfortable and having no energy to chase the toddler).
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Ree
If Fuzzball has already learned how to flip people off, then he’s well on his way to becoming a member of the family.
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Wayne Tingle
Wow congratulations! We’re praying for you!
Wayne
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Jeanette
Woohoo, even though the pic is not the best, the best part is the heart beat anyway
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Talina
I didn’t cry when we heard the heartbeat last week, probably because I was still recovering from passing out and ended up flat on my back in the middle of the blood lab right before the ultrasound. Fun times huh?
Our ultrasound pic was pretty good (it was a dildo ultrasound thingy) but you still can’t tell what the heck you are looking at. Congrats to you on your Fuzzball, we call ours Tater Tot since that is all I am eating these days.
Isn’t pregnancy a blast?
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Marylin
So pleased for you!!
((hugs))
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Barb @ getupandplay
Congratulations! What a relief!
Rachel
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Hello fuzzball, nice to meetcha!
Paunchiness
Congratulations again. Our appointment monday didn’t go as well. We’re going to take a break for a couple of months and try again after the wife has some time to rest mentally and physically.
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Corina - Down to Earth Mama
Seeing that heart beat for the first time invokes an amazing feeling. Congrats! I makes all of the sickness worth it, doesn’t it?
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Jessica
Congratulations
Mr Lady
That baby is going to make me some beautiful grandbabies some day.
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Simply Fearless
Yay! Nice to meet you Fuzzball :~)
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Hecticmom Undone
Yay! What a happy and wonderful post today!
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Jenny from Mommin' It Up!
Yay! Praise the Lord! Aren’t ultrasounds the COOLEST thing ever?? After my first ultrasound with my oldest, I was like, “that is the coolest thing I have ever done in my life.”
Rawk on Fuzzball!! I heart you!
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Jennifer
You don’t have to explain to me. After seven years of trying I remember exactly what it felt like the first time I saw that little heart blinking away. There are no words.
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Elaine
Oh such wonderful, wonderful news! And that is quite possibly the BEST sound in the world, that little beating heart. Miraculous and Amazing.
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Eve
We didn’t have ultrasound and doppler and all that fancy stuff when I was pregnant 36 years ago. I envy you your little FuzzBall
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Amanda
I am already in love with Fuzzball. A kid that can already flip people off, awesome!
So glad everything is going well.
Warm and fuzzy (fuzzbally?) thoughts!
Love!
missy wiggins
You are SO having a girl. I’m placing my bet now.
Hurray for Fuzzball!
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Kim
I saw this on Flickr and melted.. so sweet.. HIYA Fuzzball!!
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Rachael
YAY Fuzzball! We are so happy to meet you! I love that countdown, it looks normal, but then makes me crack up.
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And Miles To Go...
That is so great. We just had a little girl less then two weeks ago and I am still marveling in our miraculous creation
Congratulations…
Backpacking Dad
Ah, I don’t believe you. That could be MY ultrasound.
:}
Congratulations.
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Jane Choo
That’s fantastic!!
Congratulations.!! (^_^)
'cuz I'm the mommy, that's why
I love the name Fuzzball! Sometimes these nicknames stick, so I’m glad you picked good! I still think it’s a boy. Braden just needs a brother to get in cahoots with! Eat lots of meat!
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jill
I can completely relate!!! After 3 miscarriages this past year and 2 D&C’s, I finally made it far enough to have a 1st trimester screening done last week. After the doctor did his ultrasound and completed all the measurements, he turned on the doppler and we listened to the baby’s heartbeat for my first time. I couldn’t help myself and started bawling.
I’m starting my 2nd trimester tomorrow and am finally admitting to people that I’m not just fat I’m actually pregnant… and boy does it feel like a weight has lifted from my shoulders.
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Mary "MauiMary"
Lotus-John….Congratulations. I’m so happy for y’all. John, take good care of her!
Love Ya!
Mary