Another Swan to fold.

As I write this post, it is Tuesday morning.

John and I have waited since Saturday night for news about our baby.

I started bleeding on Saturday night.

The experience continued through the weekend and into Monday.  I won’t describe it in detail.

I had blood tests on Monday.  The results we got this morning confirmed the worst.

It was a miscarriage.

The baby I had already begun to love is gone.

I feel rather empty, in more ways than one.

I need to go hold my son very tightly and be held very tightly by my husband.

I may not post for awhile – not sure.  I appreciate your patience and understanding while I carefully fold another Swan.