Not Words

I was going to forego writing a post tonight for tomorrow, something I never do, because, well.  I’m just really tired.

My mind hurts, my body hurts, my heart hurts.



I felt that if I wrote, I needed to tell you the most recent developments in the House Hell Saga, and if you can forgive me, the truth is I just don’t have it in me right now. 

My eyes just want to close and my brain wants to let me not feel it for a long while.

And I was about to do that, when something really beautiful which I am completely undeserving of smacked me in the face.  I’m nearly speechless.

But I want to say that I’ve met some of the most beautiful (and not just skin-deep, that) women of my lifetime recently, during this blogging thing. Three of them made me cry tonight.  I’m absolutely not worthy of their immense kindness.  But they are trying to help me get my son out of this hell-hole, and for that I am so incredibly grateful that there are not words enough.

Angie, Dawn, VDog:  I hope you can feel the emotion and immense thanks in my ‘not words.’ <3