Posts Tagged Spring
But a memory, as I wait for the spark of Spring.
Posted by Lotus, aka Sarcastic Mom in Miscellaneous Blabbering, Photography, Photohunt on February 21, 2009
Today’s Photohunt Theme is “Warm”
What it has to be for the flames of this sunflower to lick at the summer sky.
It’s what I long for, especially in the dead of winter. I’m not a fan of being cold. In fact, I’d rather live a thousand summers than one winter. I despise the pain of being chilled to the bone.
Any temperature that raises itself above the definition of “cold” is my friend. Warm is nice, but I’m even okay with hot. Dry heat, humid heat, whatever. Take me to daytime Mercury for crying out loud. Oxygen is highly overrated. I just don’t want it to be COLD.
Jack Frost tried to woo me this winter with a love letter.
And it worked; oh, did I swoon. He sent a shiver down my spine, and I was head over heels.
But he is a typical player. It was but a one night stand. His icy kiss faded fast, leaving me with nothing but chattering teeth and chapped cheeks.
Now, as I wait for the spark of Spring to revive, I’m trying to recall the buzzing of the bees. Their song tells a much sweeter love story.
I’ll close my eyes for awhile and listen to that memory in my head and smell the sweet smell of summers gone by, like a dream. Wait for the flutter of a butterfly to tickle my face as it hurries by, on its way to the next yellow beauty.
And when I have to open my eyes and the cold, bleak, gray of Winter is still peering at me with its icy, slate eyes, I’ll just shrug deeper into my sweater and try to concentrate on other warm things until time turns the pages of the calender for me, again.
They reflect times we may have forgotten.
Posted by Lotus, aka Sarcastic Mom in Uncategorized on April 26, 2008
Kids, that is.
I’ve been spending more and more time with my son outside lately, as the weather has improved steadily.
I love being outside in the warmth and the sunshine. It makes me feel alive in a way that nothing else does. In Spring, it is especially enjoyable. I can look around and see the green of the grass and the trees, the blue of the sky; I can feel the warmth of the sun, and I can smell that sweet scent that wafts on the breeze that tells you things are growing and blooming all around.
Braden feels that joy, too. Nothing excites him like the prospect of going outside.
Today after his nap, still groggy and clinging to my side after coming downstairs, he said to me, “go ow-sigh.”
And so we did, again. And I watched him play and enjoy himself. And I wondered if he would always like being outside like this.
And I thought about why I like being outside so much.
And I remembered.
Sometimes, they reflect things.
Life is good.
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A new day, a new gig, a happier me.
Posted by Lotus, aka Sarcastic Mom in Depression, Happiness, Husband, Mental/Emotional, Miscellaneous Blabbering, Parenting, Sex, Writing on March 26, 2009
Things are looking up; my mood is lightening a little more each day, and the sunshine and warmth that’s been poking around these parts lately has had more than a little to do with that. For a stretch of days last week and the beginning of this week, it has been sunny and in the 70s, and that is RIGHT up my alley. I’ve had the opportunity to prepare garden beds and plant flowers. The physical work, time outside, and thoughts of beautiful gladioli, dahlias, cosmos, and yarrow bursting open some time in the future all swirl together to make my step a bit more sprightly.
When I haven’t been playing in the dirt, John and I have taken Braden here and there to various parks and playgrounds around our area. I have really missed doing that, and so has Braden. It’s not that you can’t do that kind of stuff when it’s cold – that’s what jackets and hats are for, after all – but my kiddo happens to have a serious HATE relationship with his face getting cold.
And I wasn’t too keen on seeing how he’d feel about a ski mask, so yeah.
But for days recently, we’ve been riding down slides and pumping our legs on the swings, and I’ll be damned if that doesn’t make me a gagillion times more giddy than a glass of red wine.
I do not forsake thee, red wine. I just place you aside for a short time. We shall join again, I promise thee.
Monday night, I was able to hang out with some lovely blogging ladies at the UBP IRL in Nashville, snarf some red wine and cheese, and have my husband and kiddo not far away from me. That was pretty freakin’ nice, too.
And I’ve just started a new writing gig, to which I was referred by the always lovely Sarah (Imaginary Binky).
It’s helping me find my “big girl” journalistic voice, which is kind of cool, in a challenging and frustrating way (can you say, “Lotus has to learn how to get a point across without droning on and on and on for eons?). Yeah, you could say I’m not the Queen of Brevity. And then you could say it again, scream it, and finish by stamping it on my forehead.
So I’ve been setting things up and writing my very first articles as Nashville Parenting Examiner. I’ll be writing a lot of locally flavored items, as well as many general parenting pieces. I’m planning on writing about events and activities that will be of interest to people in this area, and also publish a regular spattering of opinion pieces that anyone can get their head into. In addition, I’ll be hosting giveaways there, and giving general information that is helpful for all parents.
On top of all that, I’m planning on spotlighting Parent Bloggers I know and love (could this be you?) that I’ve built relationships with during my time on this website. Groovy, right? I think so.
I’ll be counting on page views and subscriptions to keep me afloat, so anyone subscribing, visiting, and commenting? Will make my day.
The RSS feed is http://www.examiner.com/RSS-6205-Nashville-Parenting-Examiner
The related Twitter account is nashvilleparent
So, warmth, sun, fun, productivity, accomplishments… laughter, mirth, time with family… I’m seeing good things. It’s feeling pretty good.
Why, I’ve been so inspired by happiness lately that I even shaved my legs for the first time in over a month, trimmed the ole’ 70s bush and frolicked in the sheets with my husband. And while you may think, “UH 1) TMI and 2) So?” it’s a big deal here, considering that the last time that happened we conceived a baby. Yeah. Read the archives a little and do the math. You’ll see that it’s been an awfully evil long time.
Psychologically crippling fears resist logic and desire and can put you in places you don’t want to be for even a second. And then they keep you there for indefinite amounts of time. You even start feeling that the pain that’s being caused you and your most beloved is all your fault; you should just wake up, break out, get better, damnit.
It just can’t be forced. Something’s gotta give, one way or another.
It’s giving. Finally, it is caving in and crumbling away. Bit by bit.
And as it falls off of my shoulders, I’m feeling that shine again, the one that comes from inside. Not the same shine as before, from the same girl as before, but that’s okay.
Every day of this adult life, I’m learning. I’m always in process; this is a journey. The waiting for the completion of who I am and where I’m going is pointless. I am ever changing. It is time I accept that and who I am right now, ready to welcome the next change, whatever the moments that pass may hold.
Just be, right?
I’m workin’ on it.
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